Getting Better!

Everyone here seems to be getting better. Connor is sleeping again.We had a pretty relaxed weekend. We didnt do any running because of the sick-o's. So J.W and me had lots of snuggle time. Which was great! Sometimes I am so overwhelmed with my feelings for J.W that I cant bare the thought of ANY time away from him. He went and got grub for everybody earlier and in the 45 minutes that he was gone I missed him horribly. Being so in love is wonderful.

We are planning a get together at our house this weekend. Invited our friends. Now here is to hoping we can get sitters for the kids. Drew will either be going with his dad or to the neighbors, as for Connor and Shaina we havent asked anyone yet. A break from responsibilities for a night would be very appriciated. Its been a long time since we have had one of those nights. Last Halloween I believe it was. Shaina wants to go to my moms but things are still bad

with my Uncle Pete so that will have to wait. She has asked several times if she could go to J.W's folks but I would feel ackward asking them to watch her. Shaina really took a liking to them it makes me very happy. Shaina talks about them all the time.

I am gonna ramble a little bit more here. My friend Deb called me last week. She needed a ear or maybe even a shoulder to cry on. She was suppossed to call me back the next morning and I didnt hear from her I tried calling her but there was no answer. I finally got ahold of her tonight and she was crying. She is so sad. The guy she has loved for years and years turned out to be a dick. They have been having problems for awhile now and she dont know what to do. A couple months ago he decided to be a real man and beat the shit out of her. He calls her fat all the time says ooh look at her isnt she hot while pointing some girly out. He has been verbally bashing her for months now and her heart is broken. She asked me tonight what should she do because she still loves him very much and she doesnt want to be alone. Hmm... I said Deb I know you love him but nobody deserves to be treated like he is treating you. If I were you I would have left when he hit you. You need to get out. I told her of course it will hurt but in time her heart will heal. Living a life time with a man who repeated hurts you shouldnt be a option. People dont hit people they love!

No more rambling. Later.

I love you John!