What to do?

It's been awhile since my last enrty, been a little busy. My son has had me down in the dumps for about a week. Not listening, acting a fool, not wanting to go to school, the worst part is he really wants to go to live with his Gram and it is killing me to know that he would rather leave me then deal with a new school. He has friends at his new school, but it's not enough he wants to be back in town around all the trouble. All the grief he gives me upsets his sister very much. She is a very good kid and he has been depressing her alot. She goes to her room and cries but that don't affect him one bit he just says shes a bawl-baby. So, I have 2 options, tell him tough shit get over it you are staying here where you belong or send of to his dad. If he goes with his dad he will become 10 times worse then what he is now. If he stays here I take the risk of him making his sisters life Hell. What to do? Beating him "unmerciful" might be the answer.

Happier times! Everything with J.W and me are great. Other than we both need to get lots more sleep. I am hoping things can work out with the new job he was offered. There is a bit of difference in the pay and not for the better. But, he would be home at nights, in our bed where he belongs! I didn't think him working 3rd shift would bother me so much but I was wrong. I miss him terribly when im laying in bed all by myself. If he cant take this job maybe something else will come around soon. I want to look into a eBay business to make some extra money. Then taking this job wouldn't be so bad. Well that's all for now. Its bedtime.

I love you John!