No longer lost for words
Feeling pretty shitty I am. Not having any time with J.W is really getting to me. Am I unhappy? I guess in a sense, yes I am. Today I thought I was gonna get some time with him in the morning but it turns out I was wrong. Evidently snuggling with me isnt whats needed for after work "unwind time". All I can say to that is, HUH. I think snuggling with my sweetie after getting off work would be wonderful. Also if you will be going to bed right after "unwind time" think about how you spend it. So anyhow I took the kids and went to my parents house today and stopped at the grocery store as well, thinking that J.W would be good and rested when we got back and I would get to spend some time with him before work. It seems he didnt rest good at all. The phone kept him up. The stupid assholes who are buying his house dont know how to make their own phone calls for furnace parts so he told them he would help. Lots of furnace phone calls caused him to not get sound sleep. When 8p.m. came around I went up to see if he was ready to get up and he wasnt so I went back downstairs and watched House. That was over at 9p.m and time to get him up. Didnt leave much time for us before he had to go to work. I do understand and realize that he needs to get sleep but we need time together as well.
Change of subject. We purchased a punching bag this weekend for J.W to beat on. I said "I dont think I will get much use out of it because it dont seem all that fun". Maybe its not so much the fun but the lack of interest. Really I dont think it would keep my interest for more than 2 or 3 punches unless I am pissed off. And if I am spending alot of time punching it then I am getting pissed off too much and thats not good. Drew will probably get some use out of it. He has a bit of a additude problem sometimes and maybe he can take some of his anger out on it. I guess what I am saying is, if you only beat the hell out of the punching bag when you are pissed off and you are spending alot of time at it then something is wrong somewhere. But if you are doing it for the workout then have at it.
Off to bed soon.
I love you John!
Change of subject. We purchased a punching bag this weekend for J.W to beat on. I said "I dont think I will get much use out of it because it dont seem all that fun". Maybe its not so much the fun but the lack of interest. Really I dont think it would keep my interest for more than 2 or 3 punches unless I am pissed off. And if I am spending alot of time punching it then I am getting pissed off too much and thats not good. Drew will probably get some use out of it. He has a bit of a additude problem sometimes and maybe he can take some of his anger out on it. I guess what I am saying is, if you only beat the hell out of the punching bag when you are pissed off and you are spending alot of time at it then something is wrong somewhere. But if you are doing it for the workout then have at it.
Off to bed soon.
I love you John!
posted by JW at 8:38 PM
2 Comments:
Oh sweetie where do I begin?
Can I help that I'm concerned about the house? Not really. Can I help that they are retarded? No.
Sleep is something I can not control. I get it when I can.
Unwind time to me is not laying down. Like I've said I've got lots of extra gas in the tank after my boring nights so I want to "do" something. I love snuggling with you...
The punching bag for me is pure work out related. I'm not hiding any hostilities. I enjoyed my punching bag and will this one.
As for now, I gotta blow my nose.
I love you.
You still dont get it.
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