SIS-A-FIED

Sisafied is what someone I know would call it. I cant help it. I always miss J.W when he isnt here but sometimes when he goes to leave for work its ten times worse. I wrap my arms around him and dont want to let go. He does this thing sometimes where he will say "Oh I am sick I cant go to work", well then I get my hopes up thinking that I am gonna get to snuggle with my baby all night and then when its time for work off he goes. SIGH! We have seemed to get a better sleeping pattern down. We get lots more time together this way. J.W gets home, eats breakfast, games a little(sometimes), then about 10 or 11 a.m he lays down then I get him up about 6 or 7 p.m for supper and us time. It seems to working out pretty good.

The kids have become friends with the neighbor kids which is all fine and well but they hang here all the time. I told them tonight they have to take turns, here one night then their house the next night. I dont want 2 extra kids every night. The older ones game so they are quiet, but Shaina's little friend is crazy hyper. I dont think every night is gonna work for me. Connor he has made friends with his feet. He talks to them and plays with them all the time. He has found a meanness in him that I dont like so much. He looks at ya real evilly than growls and attacks your face. He better grow out of that shit real soon! No meanies! No way!

We are staying home this weekend.(WOOP!) No running for us we are having our folks over on Sunday for supper, now that I have an oven I can cook like a normal person. I know we are gonna have some kind of chicken but I am not sure how I am gonna prepare it yet. It will be great having everybody over for a change. Well its bed time for me.

I love you John. With all of myself!